noise

there is noise
too much noise
i cannot think
no idea is my own anymore

there was a time when i would think things that others had thought
but due to isolation i would believe the idea was my own
and that brought hope.

now i sit, wondering how many others have thought about noise
why write another blog on the same thing as a zillion other blogs?
why add to the noise?
why be the one to turn the volume up?

i want my life to turn the earth's volume down
i want heaven's quiet song to punctuate my day
but here i am- adding to the noise.